Dec 09

Apparently someone died. And it has scared me enough to write this post in case I'm next. :D

I'm addicted to The Ting Tings "Shut Up and Let Me Go". And loads of other songs which I've been hearing on the radio. Yup that's my source for new hit songs. o.O

I'm on a quest to find the perfect TEVA slippers. Yeah after a year of stealing wenny's slippers to wear I can't get used to sandals anymore. And anyways my sandals are broken. TEEEEEEEEVA....

Korkor has a patypus. Platypus. It's so cute... And I needa return his mahjong tiles. I hope got enough people at the BBQ to play mahjong. I'm kind of deprived already, I wonder how I'll play next year... No more hostel le D:

I have gotten my army letter. And I've deferred it until Dec 09. It's so scary that we're Yr 6 already. I don't know how I'm going to take leaving again. I still haven't gotten over leaving Temasek... I know a part of me says that it's all for the best and stuff, but many times I still wonder why I left in the first place. Then another part of me flames me and says I wouldn't have met such great people if I hadn't left, but I wouldn't have left such great people if I had never left in the first place... It's complicated like hell.

And I'm scared of doing it again with next year. I know it's going to happen anyway, but it doesn't make it easier or anything.

When I was really young I used to want to grow up so I could have loads of money to buy stuff and do stuff, but now... growing up isn't easy at all, and I'll rather study or stuff now.

Christmas... in 3 days!

Christmas is in 3 days and I think I'm coming down with some runny-nose thing...

And we have a BBQ on the 31st now, I have to tell Conrad but he's overseas and doesn't come online faithfully... 

I just watched the last episode of the Kids Next Door, and it's so sad... I think it's irritating to grow up. You have to do so much stuff, and you can't play as much, and you have to work, and even though you have alot of cash you can't spend it. And there's so much politics and stupid stuff going on around you, and you have to like blast through everything and find some way to survive...

I'll rather be studying for the rest of my life or something. At least I know I can be doing something and there's people around.

I miss Temasek alot still. I miss everyone there, and now they're like scattered all over the world. Sometimes I think what it'll be like if I never went to NUS High. It's weird but I can't really imagine it now. And as Johno put it, I wouldn't have met so many people that I love now. However, that doesn't make it any easier when we graduate next year. It doesn't make it hurt any less; it doesn't make it any better at all. In fact, I think it makes it worse because I know I brought this on myself, that I chose it, even though at that time I knew about what would eventually happen.

We seem to be rushing on together-time; we just had a chalet, we're gonna have a lunch and a BBQ later in the holidays, and next year we're going overseas on a trip. I think everyone's feeling it, the sense that we're not going to see each other very soon. Maybe it's something we picked up from the Yr 6s. They keep telling us that they found the year to pass very fast, and I think it's made us just a bit more panicky than usual. I just don't get how everyone else can hide it so well...

I guess it's all right for hardened people like kor, or people who are like so perfect in everything they do, like Johno. They just take it with a "so what?" and that's the end of it. It's so easy for them, and maybe they don't understand how I feel. I hate leaving...

Anyways, I think I'm going to sleep now. It's always so depressing when I think about these things.

Chalet photos... and weird stuff

That's like korkor... playing something on the PSP or the DS or whatever. It's orange. Kinda dirty orange and its weird...

 

 

Mahjong khakis... However you spell that. They're playing mahjong. Duh.

 

 

Let sleeping Jacks lie... While the rest of us went to play mahjong outside. MUAHAHAHA.

 

CS retards who come chalet to, what else, play CS.

 

Doggy. More commonly called Dalton. He was so much fun at the BBQ, then he turned lethargic the next day. Aaron was mean to him. I tried to bribe him to stay with me from then on but it failed... D:

 

My dear roomamte being a retard and trying to jump over the table. I wish I could say he failed and hit his balls, but unfortunately he didn't. Not that he was good or anything... the table was just too low. >.<

 

Char's turn to be retarded. Tried to jump through the photo when I was taking, but still failed. End up got quite a nice shot.

 

Johno and Mitchell... and Johno's camera, which can do alot of things and take loads of nice photos, and apparently its the first of its kind (DSLR) where you can see what you take through the screen instead of only the viewfinder. Anyways, it took a picture of Aaron, together with the nice scenery behind, which included kissing lovers. Ask Johno for more details, and pray hard he kept that photo. XD

 

We had lousy hair. It was windy. The camera was held too close. Bad shot. ZZZ

 

My roommie. Just him yup. He deserves to have a star rating in this picture, because he's obviously more interested in his right pocket then the camera.

 

The tousled hair look is in style... And we're catching on quick. High winds and long hair required for maximal effect. However, having people growing out of your head isn't a fashion style; more like randomness...

 

Portrait shots of people. Required by law in case they need mugshots.

 

Aaron's a contortionist!!! Notice foot on his right. (That's mine by the way!)

 

Last picture before Aaron left... His doggy was home alone. I wonder if it had to fight off criminals who break into the house with a truly ingenious plan of using common household items to wage war against them and get them out of the house... (Obscure "Home Alone" reference here. It's a TV show.)

 

Notice pink slippers that are WAYY too small. Guess whose those are hahas.

 

Whose feet are in which pair of shoes. (It's kinda obvious if you know what you're looking for... )

 

Last photo taken. The '03 gang. MUAHAHAHAHA.

 

Rightttt...

So after that LONGGGGG photo montage, I have decided to write about my whole 5 days of experiences...... tomorrow. Or something. I'm really tired now, and I'm going to sleep.

*also: I'm gonna see how long it takes for people to find this blog again.

**also: I'm gonna die next year, Kor's joining ODAC, and I'm gonna be tortured to run... and run... and runnnnnnn... NOOOOO. Bao, maybe you'll have to wheel me around St Luke's when they're done with me... Hmm... XD

And he said...

I thought of restarting a new blog since it's like just after hostel. We should start afresh, and anyways it's hard to read all that I wrote without missing hostel.

In the end I couldn't think of a better blog address, so I gave up and decided to continue on this blog.

Yeahh. Took me like half an hour to decide to shift back.